2 months ago
OH MY GOSH I JUST FOUND MY OLD STORY IDEAS.
I HAVE A STORY CALLED THE PRIEST AND THE WHORE AND ALL I REMEMBER IS THAT IT WAS AMAZING BUT I NEVER BOTHERED TO WRITE DOWN OH GOD WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF
NOOOOOOOOOOOO
OH MY GOSH I JUST FOUND MY OLD STORY IDEAS.
I HAVE A STORY CALLED THE PRIEST AND THE WHORE AND ALL I REMEMBER IS THAT IT WAS AMAZING BUT I NEVER BOTHERED TO WRITE DOWN OH GOD WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF
NOOOOOOOOOOOO
Both of these characters were inspired by these people’s looks. Not by the characters or actresses themselves.
If anyone is curious, it’s about a very dysfunctional couple. Very, very dysfunctional. Their dysfunctional is what I channel my negative energy into, so I don’t go crazy.
Alex was inspired by Kaya Scodelario.
And Rose was inspired by Sarah Chalke. Granted, Rose is only 22, so the look is a little off, but still very close to what I wanted. I’ve also been looking at Caroline Forbes for styling.
And since this story is so depressing and messed up, I have a whole collection of depressing images that I use for inspiration. Some of the best ones include the following images, with the best one being the last one for each character.
For Alex:
Rose:
I think I have 1234567897654321 more pictures pertaining to Rose than Alex. Rose is easy. Her insanity and depression is so pure and logical. I understand her mind and her pain because her backstory has been in my head for years, waiting for me to write it down. But Alex? She was created as a companion for Rose, and aside from her name, I know relatively little about her. She’s so frustrating because she won’t tell me anything about her. I think that’s part of the beauty of her character, though. It suits her. That stubbornness.
Is this what other authors go through? AUGH WHY CAN I NOT UNDERSTAND MY OWN CHARACTERS?!
But yeah, I still need a new name for Alex.
I should probably write that one to motivate myself more. Of course, it’s based on a dream I had, like 90% of my stories.
I love my two main characters, though. Their names are Fibel and Dizell. Dizell has antlers and a white fun coat. Fibel has tri-colored rings in his eyes, and he moves like the ocean.
Love them.
(Source: writingquotes)
1. To fall in love. I want to try and go on dates, and find someone that I can feel comfortable with, so that if I fall in love, I’ll fight that much more to keep it.
2. To write a book. I have so many stories that I want to work on, and some of which are even finished, just yet to be written down. I’d like to get working on Genesis, and my SFS story (SFS is just a working title!) at the very least.
So not too much to want, right? It’s what I’m going to work for. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE ELSE! May the odds be ever in your favor.
